Friday, December 7, 2007

*Crack*

I don't think I truly understand how OCD or 'Obsessive Compulsive Disorder' is.

Checking switches and taps multiple times, and washing my hands countlessly has lead to suspect that maybe I have some degree of it. It shows especially when I'm under stress.

Lately I accidently damaged my fourth and fifth finger, by overcracking and pulling them. I have no idea but it has left that numbish feeling there(you know, the kind you get when you sit on your hands too long) and the feeling has lasted for more than two weeks already. Dang!

You could say why do it when you are aware of it. Good point!

Sigh, sometimes I wonder.

It's no fun to be never 100% in control.

But isn't that life for you?

9 comments:

Jimbo said...

Not better yet meh?

Jonzz said...

Nope it's not.

Annie said...

Control is a state of mind. It doesn't actually exist. We have no control. The Gods have the control and are laughing at us for thinking we have it.

but, eh. Whatever floats your boat to get you through the day - do it. Some people drink, some do drugs, you flick switches. As long as it's not a grenade, no therapy needed. yes?

Ah-Bong said...

well.. dunno wat to say abt ur OCD... but isnt it like.. a psychiatric disease? no no no, i don't mean disease bad, my mum has it too... she counts to 20 whenever she locks the door... i suppose it's just how some ppl behave lar..

Wuching said...

you had too much sugar!

team.warsurfer said...

You always sing 'Nothing In This World', a song by Paris Hilton... Does it count as '? lol...

I agree with wuching on the sugar intake thingy... lol..

adrien said...

mind over matter. STOP CRACKING THEM THEN.

Ianfluenza said...

I suggest you amputate them. Hahaha!! JK!!!

m5lvin said...

no worries...

lots of si lai a.k.a. housewives have OCD lolxxx